I'm sorry if...
I was never there.
But you never understood
That I don't care!
You're more than a thorn
In my side
Or a scorn on my pride
Causing pain inside.
You're useless!
So useless!
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I wish you could find the same
Because in your brain
You seem to think that it's ok
To leave someone hurting in such a way
Breaking hearts, tearing apart
All inclination
To move past sentimental sen……続きを見る
Empty and broken,
Oscillating to answer to
Everything everyone says of me,
Demanding my attention,
No careful condemnation
Erasing my innocence
Invasion of anything
I ever thought I'd be
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She's miss perfect
Perfect for me in every way
But I'm so concerned
That I no longer hear her say
She wants me anymore
And I don't know what for
I'm afraid
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Esta noche, no creo
Que podría poner mi bebida
Y tiene que volver a ese
Solitaria, hogar solitario
Donde todo me deja solo
Y no hay nadie allí para oírme decir
Ese deseo con todas mis fuerzas
Que to……続きを見る
I guess all we'll ever have
Is so much pain,
It makes me laugh
I thought by now
It might be in the past
I know love, it never lasts
And you're so cheap, easy, and fast
Most of the time, you're so tr……続きを見る
Tonight, I don't think
That I could put down my drink
And have to go back to that
Lonely, lonesome home
Where it all leaves me all alone
And there's no one there to hear me say
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Explore the vast country of Australia with poet David Stuart Ryan. He is exploring his own roots and discovering the very essence of the land, in all its strange beauty.
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A poetry book in Russian. Poems written in 1978-84 and 1988-89 in Moscow by the author who has left his country for Germany and is currently living and working in New York. The book contains introdu……続きを見る
In the place of our love,
You filled in with hurt,
Colored unimaginable ,
Unfulfilled first,
And I wasn't enough,
And I knew that so much
I tried so hard to make it all work
But you went away worryi……続きを見る
All this
Makes me sick
So much moan and piss
Like I could ever give a shit
Everyone everywhere
Is always lookin at me
They stop and stare
And then blow past me
Except all the ones
I thought that mat……続きを見る
The pain I've felt so long
Could never have been
Without reason
Every bit of it could never be wrong
Because it's taught me what
To really say and how to mean it
You're so good I can't believe my ey……続きを見る
It's far too hard to let go of it all, all of the endlessly-flowing memories of what once was.
I do so
Hope you know about all the misery and pain
The memorial stains, the rage and restraint
The res……続きを見る
Leave me as you met me...
So lonely and scared.
Please forget me...
Very cold and gray.
I can still see you
And hear the words you tried to say.
You called me by name
And faded away...
But all I did……続きを見る
I'll be in a coffin sooner than I wanna be
If I don't get some shit to help me see
The struggles I'm gonna see.
I'm altering the free things
That are here for us all.
Life is a strife to let you ign……続きを見る
You ain't ever
Gonna break my heart.
You already took my pride.
You lied to me
From the start
And stole everything
I had inside.
I just wanna die.
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I could be the one to cherish you
To always let you know I'm there for you
To be the rock to hold you up
When you feel like you'll fall
If you're not afraid you'll fail
You might find Heaven in your……続きを見る
Something so amazing
Is harder to find
Than any riches, so I'm facing
The dilemma of my other side
Coming out while the good one hides
But I promise I will kill that man
And leave him behind
Because……続きを見る
The numbing of the nothing that you’ve become
Is something for someone, but only for you
If you can’t try trusting,
Then you’re of no use
Because they have to fill you with their filth
And fit you w……続きを見る
You meant more to me
Than the ones before.
Tell me why.
You were no better than them,
But I loved you more.
Tell me why.
I die day by day.
Tell me why.
I don’t mind
That you’re now away.
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You’re still staring through that glass,
Painting me afraid,
Wasting me away
I don’t know where you are,
But to me, you’re in there somewhere,
In that frame,
Lurking, longing, not belonging, all the……続きを見る
I would move a mountain
To heal your pain.
I would take it all
And not complain
If it could be in that bed,
So torn and afraid.
We share someone,
The one that took your name
And gave me life.
She’s ……続きを見る
I can't go on any longer
Without making amends.
Are we still lovers,
Or are we just friends?
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I apologize.
I know that I've been wrong.
If you could see my eyes,
Would you see
That our l……続きを見る
The greatest love I have ever known, with or without me, love's brightest ray ever shone
We may be together
Never again
But I will love you
Evermore
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I know. I know. I know.
You just had to go
I'm not glad you went
But with all those crazy nights
I'm so glad you came
When you wake up
In the dead of night
Feeling so empty
And full of fright
Rememb……続きを見る
Ah, memories, gone.
Misery, so long.
Enduring and unending,
Calcifying my bones to the
Point of putrid rancidness,
Hate, unbending,
Pretending to not
Know that I’m right and you’re wrong,
That I wou……続きを見る
You've lied to me
And tried to steal my soul
I can't try to be
Anything
When I can't be
Half a man
Or let alone
Come close
To being whole
You got me contemplating
My whole life
And constantly hating……続きを見る